not fully believe in your on lover?

ehmmm. every time I'm thinking about about this kind 'head-ache' problems sometimes make unconscious about what should i do and don't. Yea~ i know been cheated from behind especially from our own boyfriend (*gishh* they shouldn't called them boy) is really hurt.[because i already felt it before] *damn rich bastard playboy guy*. Yea~ i know some guy especially from the wealthy or rich family are playboy who looks girl just like changing clothes!

Anyway back to the topic, from what i had been experience, the guy who usually cheated their own girlfriend or trying to be one, here i want some of my opinion to all girl.(but promise me not try this to your future husband *haha*). Let help me some trick-thinker so we can dissolve this kind of 'head-ache' problem! Okay2 let begin!

ehmm~ as we know, many couple break up before solving any problem nicely. why I'm saying like that? that's the point why so many couple break up before solve the problem better! why so many couple cant settle down all the misunderstanding either problems nicely? cant they think it more carefully before make a very 'hurt feeling' decision?

*hehe* anyway believe it or not its up to you now. If you really want your problems settle nicely,so i will give my opinion. If don't want to settle it down by nice way, I'm sorry i cant help it. It your problem! sorry.

Okay! now let i begin it!

[for girl]

#1 = why you feel that your partner cheated on you from behind?

#2 = what make you feel to that way?

#3 = how you feel when you find out that your boyfriend meet or talking nicely with other girl?

#4 = are truly sure that your boyfriend cheated behind you?

#5 = are you truly believe your boyfriend 100% after all?

#6 = are not confidence with what your boyfriend have done with you?

#7 = are you always thinking about him what he done,go,with who..etc, everyday?

#8 = what make you always thinking about what he do and did everyday?

#9 = why should you feel unconscious when he not around you?

#10 = are you truly love him or not?

Now,how do you feel now? are you sure can answer all those questions? if you do so,are sure that you truly believe him? now this is the answer of all the questions above. anyway now its time for guys!

[for boy]

#1 = how do you feel when your girlfriend not answering your call or mc?

#2 = what should you do you find out that your girlfriend suddenly hang up when you trying to something important?

#3 = what should you do when you find out that your girlfriend meet or walking with other guy?

#4 = are you truly believe in her 100%?

#5 = what make you feel that your girlfriend cheated on you?

#6 = what your reaction or act when you find out other pictures with your girlfriend in her hand phone?

#7 = how do you feel when you ask her to go on date but she say "I'm busy now!"?

#8 = how do feel when she say your name wrongly?

#9 = what make you think on that way that your girlfriend cheat you?

#10 = are you truly love her or not?

so~ are you ready to answer all the questions now? if do,what you feel now? depress? sad? disappoint? happy? what your expression? what you want to do?

so boys and girls confirm first if your partner truly cheated on you. dont ever make a nonsense answer or decision before knowing the truth!

so be positive!

Brunei Darussalam [natural of Brunei]

WELCOME TO BRUNEI DARUSSALAM..


This are called Yayasan Complex Hassanal Bolkiah. Is it so beautiful?


And this picture show inside the hotel. It is very big and the largest in Brunei which called The Empire Hotel And Country Club.


This picture are taken at Yayasan Complex Hassanal Bolkiah, A front of it is Omar Ali Saifuddi'en Mosque.It was taken in evening.


Hahaha now it was taken at day time. Usefully at night time,this mosque show a very wonderful and beautiful appearance and surrounding.

When you come to Brunei or just visited, you will take this yellow strip aeroplane which called Royal Brunei Airlines.However this picture show you how the aeroplane working.



This picture was taken at night time!

When You Look Me In The Eyes - story(random)

"Mira! Listen first! I just want you to know it! Please,give me a chance to explain it.."

"I-I.. I'm sorry..I can't"

"Oh....My apology"

"..........."

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"Nick!"

"Huh? Ah! Mira! Here!"

"Nick! Did you hear about it? Valentine Day Festival!"

"Oh! Yeah~ Why? Are you joining?"

"Of course I am! Its gonna be FUN!"

By looking at her happy face, its already can make me calm. Just like there are nothing happen between us and what I had been done before. But i always wondering what will happen on me if she not beside me? I cant imagine it! I hope its not gonna happen.

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Valentine Day 14 February

"Nick... I-I.. I'm sorry..I cant"

"Mira.. I just want you to know it.. Not more than that.. But..."

"Nick... I still cant.. I'm sorry"

"Mira! Listen first! I just want you to know it! Please,give me a chance to explain it.."

"I-I.. I'm sorry..I can't"

"Oh....My apology"

"..........."

The day is the most horrible and worst day I never been before. The day that make my heart broken. I-I still cant take it! Why?! Why Mira why?!! Along the time only me always beside you not HIM!! I cant take it!

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Before Valentine Day 13 February

I must tell her NOW! Mira.. I want you to know it..

"Mira... There something I want to tell you.."

"Yeah? Oh~ You can tell it here~ No need to be shy with my friends~"

I cant stand it when I see her warm,sweety smile. Its make my heart beat faster than usual. I must tell her whatever will happen.

"Mira.. I just want two of us..Please.."

"Hmmm... Okay!"

In Flower Garden..

"Mira... I-I j-just w-want t-to.."

"Yes? Just say it no need to nervous~"

*sigh* Damn it! why I cant say it! Its too simple! Just say 'I LOVE YOU' that all! Its not that hard.

"Mira... I-I..I LOVE YOU!!!"

"Oh..."

"..............."

I can see it. I can see through her eyes.

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16 February

"Nick! Wait for me!"

"Huh? Mira?"

"Ha~ I glad i found you!"

"Mira~ What wrong?"

"Nick there are something I want say it to you.."

"What it is?"

"You can tell it by looking me in the eyes.."

"Looking..in your eyes.."

"Did you still remember my favorite song,right Nick?"

I do remember it and I will never forget about it. Huh! What! Wait! That song.. Now I understand!

"Mira~ Thanks~"

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If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.

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That's why she like that song! She want me to know her feeling through the song. Im sorry Mira.. It all my fault not realize it early. And I do love you forever.

chocolate!

As you hear the name “chocolate” your mouth waters! You are allured by the delicious and stimulating taste of chocolates. At the same time you are worried about the harmful effects of eating too much chocolates. But you must know that recent studies have proven that chocolates high in cocoa solids provide potential health benefits. So toss up good health and nutrition by treating yourself with chocolates!

Presently scientists are beginning to disapprove some of the myths related to the dangerous effects of eating too much chocolate. It is not true that too much intake of chocolate will rot your healthy teeth. Neither it triggers migraine headaches nor does it cause acne or makes it worse.

In fact researches have proved that chocolates have properties to work against sugar’s tendency to produce oral bacteria that can cause dental decay. Present researches have proved that chocolates are helpful to you in many ways. Chocolates release endorphins in the brain that acts as a pain reliever. It will boost your appetite without causing weight gain. It reduces the risk of heart disease and cancer. It will make you live longer. Besides sugar in chocolate reduces stress and enable you to have a calm and pain relieving effect. So chocoholics it’s time to feel less guilty about your choco-addiction!

Chocolate which is rich in cocoa solids are now regarded as having the qualities that are beneficial to health. Cocoa is an excellent source of Polyphenols of the flavanol group. Polyphenols are very good antioxidants that destroys free radicals in a body. Free radicals are dangerous to a human body and can cause some serious diseases like cancer and heart diseases.

Chocolates that are rich in flavanol have a large amount of nitric oxide. Nitric oxides are very important for human health. They resist cardiovascular diseases and help in maintaining a healthy blood pressure. Also flavanol rich chocolates act similar to low dose aspirin. They promote a healthy blood flow. They even reduce the risk of heart attack and blood’s ability to clot in the arteries and veins.

Chocolate contains some essential trace elements and nutrients that are good for health. Chocolate made from cocoa is the richest source of magnesium. Magnesium is necessary for you, as deficiency in magnesium may lead to hypertension, diabetes, heart disease, joint problems and also pre menstrual tension. Chocolates are also rich in iron, calcium, potassium and vitamins A, B1, C, D and E.

Before you grab a chocolate bar you must know what chocolate is good for your health! When cocoa is processed into chocolate products it undergoes several processes to reduce its pungent taste. The pungent taste is due to the presence of flavanols. The more chocolate is processed more flavanols are lost. Dark chocolate is reported to have highest level of polyphenols. So it is better to choose dark chocolates over milk chocolates.

Always choose the chocolates that are from reputed brands. Cheap chocolates are usually low in chocolate solids and high in sugar content and saturated fats. These chocolates can be harmful to your health.

Therefore chocoholics leave all your worries behind and boost your health by grabbing your favorite chocolate bar right away!

Hm..

Tiarah : Aqilah~ we want to know more about you, can you tell us? =D..
Aqilah : Erm..sure,why not! here's you go..

**STUDIES**

Aqilah usually loves study so much especially when she have study group with her 'cute-little-princesses' friends..In same time,she more likely like a mother help her children during study group time..her friends,surely,likes when they have study group with her [ they says that,not me ^_^ ]

she loves help her friends (boys & girls) whenever they need her help..she always cares about her friend's feeling and try not to be anger..(if they still dont understand even had been explained many times)..sometimes,when her friends want to trick her (pretend dont understand questions at all) just want to she anger face [ not working too..she still smile & says "I wouldn't angry without reason" *mission fail =(* ]

**FRIENDS**

People who doesn't know or try want to know,perhaps,thinks that she such an arrogant person [ misunderstanding expression =s ]..why? 'cuz when a guy or a new person she just know approach her,she just smile & then no expression..[ she shy you know ^_^ ].. one of my fave,in this section,she,aqilah,always care about her friends like mother cares about her children [ because of her motherly care, many boys (even younger than her!) misunderstood and started to fall in love..(she doesn't know about it if they not say it out) ]..and i strongly agree with those boys if they spoil their true feels ( i mean love actually ) towards her..and you guys want to know what she always says if the boy tells his feels to her? of course you guys want to know right? she said "thank you for telling me your feeling..( that's the 1st one)..it's up to you,its your heart to allow you to make right decision,not me..( 2nd one)"

**FAMILY**

Everyone loves their family..so do her! she love them more than everything..she always cares for their health if they fall sick...*to be continue*

Bestfriend

Its almost 10 years i had been searching you.Every where every year,i still searching you.Hoping that i'll find you one day.

Remember-ing your name made my hope became stronger.Always in my mind not to give up! Saying that "you can do it!". I motivate myself to not give up easily.Until now....

Thanks to God i already found him.Even not seeing face to face,at least i found him in internet.Wishing for met him again was already done.Now...

He's now become one of my bestfriend.Even we sometimes involve in bestfriend's quarrel,but still i love him as my true bestfriend.However,today he said some words thats hurt my feeling..He said "Hmm..why not we just become friend only?"

Why? why he said like that? I trust him with all my heart! but he just said words that absolutely hurt my feel..I still concern about it..please if you read this blog,please i begging you to stay as my bestfriend..

My little princess

May 2nd,2009

Thanks God, you gave her a little cute princess to shine in their life.You gave her a life to make us happy.You let her born to shine our darkness.Without her with us,we feel gone.
2006,2nd may, the day she was born.Small palm,small feet..Seeing her for the first time make us feel lovely.YOU let her see the world and bring us happiness

2007,2nd may.
her 1st year age.I felt like saw her still baby.But today,she already grown up.

2008,2nd may.
her 2nd years birthday.She already grown as a beauty,lovely girl.Looking her smile would melt our anger,exhaust or anything.

THANK YOU,ALLAH,YOU GAVE US A LOVELY LITTLE PRINCESS IN MY FAMILY.

FARAH HANNAH HJ MD.HARMAINI,my niece..happy birthday =')

Her Royal Highness Crown Princess's birthday

Today, April 9th.

Her Royal Highness Crown Princess Sarah are celebrate her 22nd birthday.
HRH Crown Princess was active in basketball and other sports during her school.Pengiran Anak Sarah (born April 9, 1987) is the Crown Princess of Brunei and the wife of Crown Prince Al-Muhtadee Billah of Brunei.

Her Royal Highness (formerly known as Yang Mulia Dayangku Sarah) is the daughter of Pengiran Salleh Ab Rahaman (a distant relative of the royal family) and Rinawaty Abdullah Suzanne Rahaman Aeby (formerly Suzanne Aeby, who is Swiss). She has two older brothers, Awangku Irwan and Awangku Adrian.

She attended St Andrew's School in Bandar Seri Begawan, the capital of Brunei. She then continued and completed her secondary education at Paduka Seri Begawan Sultan Science College (Maktab Sains), a secondary school in Brunei where her husband, Prince Billah, also previously attended. Princess Sarah is currently studying public policy at the Universiti Brunei Darussalam (UBD).

According to reports, while she achieves good marks in school she is more interested in participating in sports (especially basketball and badminton) and charity runs (with her family she participated in an international 4WD expedition to China and Mongolia in May 2002).

At the age of 17, Sarah married the Crown Prince Al-Muhtadee Billah in an elaborate wedding ceremony at the Nurul Iman Palace in Bandar Seri Begawan on September 9, 2004. After the initial ceremony, the Prince and Princess rode around Bandar Seri Begawan in the back of a specially customized gold Rolls Royce. Despite the rainy conditions, thousands of Bruneians lined the streets of Jalan Sultan, among others, to greet the newlyweds.




On March 17, 2007 at 3.50 pm, Prince Billah and Princess Sarah welcomed the birth of their first child and likely future heir to the Brunei throne, a son named Abdul Muntaqim. In honor of the birth of the prince, a 19-gun salute was fired from the cannons on the grounds of Istana Nurul Iman, the official residence of the Sultan of Brunei. The gun salute is traditionally carried out to mark the births of immediate members of Sultan's family and serves as an announcement of a royal birth to the Bruneian people.

Yeah!!

Yeah!!
The time is comin'!!
Tomorrow is my nephew BIRTHDAY!
what? You dont believe it? Why? Oh..I know, because tomorrow is where people fooling each other. And I'm sure that many people may angry about it. I'm sure that people may say 'Damn that cheater,annoying person!'
Why? because tomorrow is APRIL FOOL DAY! that's why.

anyway forget about. tomorrow is my nephew happiness. i dont want to ruin it.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM 1 YEAR OLD! love him so much!

Birthday PARTY!!

Unbelievable! My nephew's birthday is coming!
Yeah! Anyway this party gonna explode the event!

"Oh my god, are you serious? you must kidding,right?"
"No I'm not! it's true you know! argh! i cant wait!"

let me see, oh yeah! my nephew gonna be 1 year this coming APRIL! do you believe that my nephew born in 1st April? of course you dont, you may say 'what a joke!' or shall i say 'its APRIL FOOL, dont fooling around'

NO!
its true that my nephew was born on 1st april. yeah i know, at first i also dont believe my sis-in-law was give offspring that day. you know what, he extremely cute baby boy! ^^ also do his mother. well i cant for the day comes!

BYE! ^^

Hello ^^

Hello ^^
hy there! Sorry for not publish any blog for several months..Sorry.. ^^

anyway i would like to share my damn idiot story about those damn idiot very hateful wealthy guy whose does laugh at me!

however,i cant post it now, maybe later.. make your life easier